Me ♥

Raff Alysha
First Breathe...21st July 1984
EveryOne can see who I appear to be, but only a few know the real me. You can only see what I chose to show, but there is so much behind this smile you just don't know.

♥ Cravings ♥

Volumized Locks
Lipo-Suctioned toned Body
In a simple word, I need a thorough makeover
Any kind souls out there?? :)

Cherish & Treasure ♥

Memories
Kisses
HappiNess
Love
Hugs
Cuddles
blah blah blah ...

ArchEnemy ♥

Backbiter
bitches
Not forgetting, MY HATER. Not. I still lavvya. ;)

My Heartfelt Words ♥

The only people U need in Ur life are the ones that prove they need you in theirs.

There's mistakes I've made; Chances I've thrown away; Some roads I should've never taken.
There's been signs I didn't see; But it doesn't matter.
When life gets harder it makes me that much stronger; Some pages turned, Some bridges burned
But all lesson learned!

Idolized ♥

Tyra Bank
Gisele Bundchen

Heart

Sista Love
Baby Sista

Precious Memories ♥

December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
May 2011
June 2011
August 2011
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011


Seeking For... ♥

Designer
SPONSORS for...
Beauty
Cosmetic Surgery
Foods
Travels

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♥ Monday, December 27, 2010
Finally, she speaks. Alas, after much procrastination, she posted this live.


To begin with, I have always been an indecisive person. It takes me forever to get anything done! I am a true blue procrastinator. Yeah, I KNOW Right! =.=


Therefore, for me to actually create this, IS something. A change for a start. I have always wanted to share about every single thing I feel worth blogging. I possess a debatable opinion. Or so, some of my friends say. However, I will only raise my zero cent worth of thoughts to those I am very comfortable with. I can go on and on and on, refusing to surrender the white flag, until the other party managed to convince me otherwise. So either they shut up and gave up, or they gave in to my non-stop arguable topic. Heh. =p But of course, this does not happen all the time.


You may think that I'm an extrovert. But, nope. Yes, an introverted person, I am. Hence, a blog is much needed for someone like me. ;) Agree?


So, yeah. Here I am. With my very first post. In fact, to be honest, this isn't my very first blog. I have created a couple of blogs before. But, yes, U've got it right. Either I didn't even get it started, or I stopped halfway after the couple of few paragraphs. Don't ask me why. I am clueless myself.


Prolly, I have been debating with my inner-self with the "what-ifs". Like, U'knw.. What ifs:


- I spout nonsense?
- I have zero followers?
- My English sucks big time?! [I cannot tolerate (repeated) bad grammar, when I don't even converse proper English, in the first place. *I knw* But at least.. - Do U get ma drift?]
- I offend anyone?
- The person I blogged about, came across my personal online diary?


And the list goes on. So, what happens when the what-ifs does happen? Will I discontinue blogging when nobody follows me? When people condemned my site and friends started hating me? Yeah, that has always been my fears.


BUT, you know what? My passion for rantings & "sharing" surpasses e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g! So what, if I don't even have a single follower or people starts to discriminate me? I am not doing this for anyone. I am doing this for myself. People are judgmental. For the record, I am. We expect everyone & ourselves to be "this & that", but no one can ever be.


Therefore, I have to learn to take things easy and accept the imperfections. Things doesn't always turn out the way we expect them to be. This is reality.


So, here I am, starting from basic hoping to progress as days goes by. With 2010 coming to en end and 2011 making it's appearance in just a number of days, I feel, this is the best time for me to make myself known to the world.


If U'r reading this, thank U, for ur time. I promise, this will not be the last you hear from me. This is the beginning of a countless post. :)





Yes, this is me. *Duh* Hahaha. It's time to make myself un-annoynamous. ;p Hope this shot o me, manage to enhance e otherwise mundane entry.


P/S : Photo taken in Prague. I still miss that place oh-so-much! If u ave been following me on twitter, I knw U have had enuff o this, but I can't help it. Please pardon me. Will def blog abt my Nov holiday. U have been warned. *chuckles*




Till my second post,
Yours Truly... signing off.
*Raff.Alysha*

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